Thanks for posting this, Josh. Much appreciated. I used to feel that I had to live up to certain expectations regarding the ministry, because that attitude was promoted at the hall. As time went on and my circumstances changed, I knew that I couldn't do what I used to do. So I had to work on accepting that as a reality and then learn to go about the ministry, using a different avenue. I think the point about finding a personal interest is important too. I work with a lot of people every day, so for me personally, I have to have some outside interests that are what I call "me-time." So I can recharge myself mentally. The interests will be different for everyone. I love reading, love being at the racetrack (it's just awesome ) and this week, I joined a hula hoop meetup group to learn something different. Should be a lot of fun - some light-hearted entertainment. On a lighter note, when I first heard the dripping water sounds on your video, I thought it sounded like my washing machine and the noises it makes. It wasn't until you said that it was the rain on the roof, that I understood what the water sounds were.